This may very well be the most angry I have been in adulthood. As a moody teenager it was acceptable, but now I am just enraged and nobody want’s to fucking hear it. Of course, neither would I, but I can’t deal with it any longer. I don’t even know where it began…
Everything was fine in July… then we were supposed to go back to my family’s house for a week long vacation in August. My fiance wouldn’t get his shit together, so I threw him out! I fucking screamed and yelled and I’m sure the neighbors heard. The boys were crying, the dog was freaked out and my dick-head boyfriend was screaming right back at me. It must have looked like some white trash weekend carnival.
After that he wouldn’t stop bugging me. “Won’t you reconsider.” “You know it’s just your illness.” “Everything was fine until you started taking the medication.”
It was all a load of crap, especially since he already has a new, young and impressionable, stunningly beautiful lady friend at his side. They’ve probably been engaged in some giant fuck-fest since early October, when he was still begging me to come back to him.
I’m starting to think that he has put a curse on me. I wonder if people can do that? Maybe I should try and find out. Like, go to a psychic or shaman or something, because here’s what has gone on since.
- My boss did a drastic change on me and started treating me like shit for no reason
- He threatened my position with calling in HR
- My dog turned on me and now acts like I beat her
- My car was totaled and I was without one for two months
- My job was threatened again, so I decided to quit
- I stepped off a curb and broke two bones in my foot
- The ER misdiagnosed it as an fucking sprained ankle so I went ahead and walked on it
- My son’s father developed cellulitus and became deathly ill
- I am now on crutches and unable to– drive, eat anywhere but the kitchen counter, shower without risk, carry a glass of anything anywhere, do laundry, clean the house, take out the trash…
- My recovery time is 4-6 weeks in a boot with no weight-bearing at all
- Oh, and last but not least, I have to see my ex-boyfriend/fiance with his hot new squeeze, who he hooked up with 2 weeks after I dumped his ass for good